Craziness xD

I can't remember the name of the song that's in my title. Or the artist. This song has been stuck in my head all night. I just finished watching The Mighty Boosh on Adult Swim. It's a show that I haven't seen before and it was pretty weird but funny at the same time. That and the main character is cute. :)

I was getting angry earlier because the internet on my cell was deciding to be slow and not work with me. But now it's working so I'm happy. That's the only thing I'm happy about though. I don't remember when or how but I messed up my sleeping schedule and now I'm nocturnal. The good thing I guess is that I've been sleeping. The bad thing is that I keep sleeping all day, which is not good. I need to fix it. I think I fixed my sleeping pattern last time this happened by forcing myself to stay up when I got sleepy during the day and then falling asleep at night. But doing that is hard because it involves me staying up twenty-four hours and I'm already tired now. Eh, enough complaining.

For the last few days I've been thinking about going to the hospital. For two reasons. I've been feeling anxious and depressed and I'm not taking anything for it other than my Xanax which doesn't seem to help as much anymore. So I need my medication to be regulated again. Then there's the issue of me not having insurance and from what I was told I need to go to the hospital and ask for free care. I'm not sure what I'm going to do but if I don't blog for a while you'll know where I am and why. I won't think about it now, I don't want to cause myself unecessary stress.

I have to stay up another two hours so I can take my pill. Then I'm going to try and stay up but I don't think that is going to happen today, I'm so tired I could pass out.

I'm so tired. Well, I'm going to stop typing now and go do something to keep myself busy.

I'll try to post later if I can. Thanks for reading.

Well I didn't get much writing done, but I did get to hang out with my red headed friend for a few hours which was cool. I needed to get out of my house and I'm glad I could spend time with a friend. I'm thinking of going to visit her tomorrow again, that is if I can get a ride there.

I do have to get some writing done though, so I'm planning on waking up early tomorrow. I did stay up all day so I should be able to fall asleep without a problem. And if not then I'll take a Trazedone. Or maybe read until I get tired. But I don't want to stay up past 12 AM. So I hope I fall asleep naturally.

I watched Mall Cop with Timothy, and the movie was pretty funny. I liked it, and at some parts I was laughing really hard. I think we'll be watching another movie tomorrow. Not sure which though, since we have quite a few recorded and a bunch of DVD's we haven't watched. But I'm not even sure if we'll be watching a movie tomorrow, because I don't know if Timothy is going to play his game instead. So I might either be reading, writing, or playing my own game.

Well, this is going to be a short post. I think I'm going to do some reading then head to sleep.

So goodnight, and as always thanks for reading!