Craziness xD

Hello all! I'm in a great mood today. :D

I saw my peer counselor this morning, which was pretty interesting. I hardly ever talk when I'm with her but today I wouldn't shut up. She even called me hyper. I'm a little sad that Tim didn't want to go to the gym today, and I would have gone by myself but I couldn't find a ride for the life of me. So I made him promise that we would go tomorrow. And I expect to make up for missing today's session. It's kind of a good thing that we didn't go today though, since I kind of injured my foot yesterday. But even with my foot hurting, I still wanted to go. Oh well.

Anyway, right now I'm just waiting to be picked up by Jenna, and then we're going to pick up Ashley at her house and then we're headed off to the mall. It sucks that I don't have much money to spend, (I literally have about ten dollars to my name), but it's still awesome to get out of the house and spend some time with my friends. After that I'm going to Ashley's house to sleep over, which is always fun. It's been a while since I slept over there so I'm pretty happy about it. I think we'll probably watch some movies or PLL. I'm not sure but I think we might go out to dinner- and I don't have money. "/ But I'm sure we'll figure something out.

Tomorrow I have to go see this woman about my therapist and junk, and before that I'm hitting up the gym, so I'm not sure if I'll be able to write. I'm not sure what I'm doing after the appointment but I'll try to at least update even if it is a short post.

I really want to take some pictures today at the mall. That and buy a book.

I also want to work on my novel, and I'm thinking that tomorrow would be a good day for that. So I think that's what I'll do after I get home.

I'm skipping the QotD today since I'm feeling a bit lazy, but I'll definitely post one up the next time I update. I also think I'll be adding a new section to my posts, but I'm not telling yet!

Now I think it's time for me to go, so let's hope that today is awesome, not just for me but for everyone else as well. :]

Laters.

Hello all, it's been a while. But don't worry, I didn't forget about my blog!

First off, I guess I should fill you all in on what I've been up to. I started a membership at a gym, and I'm really excited about it. I've already gone for three straight days and I really want to make a habit of it. I think getting in shape will really help my self esteem and that's something I definitely need. Tim is also going with me and that keeps me even more motivated, not to mention it makes the experience more fun. I'm looking forward to going back tomorrow. :]

Next, the last week has been pretty busy. I've been seeing my peer counselors and going to my groups. That and I went out a few times- I even went to a party that was pretty kickass. I went with Ashley, and we danced and ate tacos. It was cool. Now this Saturday coming up is my cousin's Sweet 15, so I'm going there too. My aunt really wanted me to go so hopefully it'll be fun too.

Speaking of future plans, I have a bunch of stuff that I'm going to be doing. I have appointments, plans with friends, the gym, and other events all happening this week. I'm going to be really busy and I'm loving it. Hanging out with Jenna and Ashley should be really fun, and having a sleepover right after is going to be awesome. Maybe I'll even have a chance to watch some PLL? (Hint hint, Ashley xP)

The only thing I need to get sorted out is finding a new therapist and working with Scott to find a job. After that I'll be all set. Well, that and a few other things- but those are small matters.

This past week I've also been writing! And I'm really happy about that because lately I haven't had any motivation to write at all. I even finished reading a whole book, (I pulled an all nighter to do it, though). I've even been writing in my journal, which I've been neglecting. I'm glad to be doing all these things again.

Anyway, I think it's time for the QotD, which is:

*Do you prefer for a male character or female character to be the center of a story?*

Leave answers in the comment section  b e l o w  XD

OR if you feel like contacting me, about this post, my novel, or just for random feedback- please fill out the form to the right. All suggestions/comments are welcome.

Okay, that's it for now. I should be back tomorrow, and if not, it's because I couldn't think of anything to write about.

Laters.

I'm not sure where to begin. My last post was in December, and now it's almost the end of January and so much has happened.

My friend moved away, and that sucks because I haven't been able to keep in touch with her really. Whenever we talk it's just an exchange of a few sentences and that's it. I don't blame her, I know she just moved to a new place and needs to get settled and all that. I just miss my friend is all.

My birthday passed. It was on the 20th of January, and now I'm twenty years old. My parents took me out to dinner and a movie with my boyfriend and we had some fun. We saw Book of Eli which was pretty good. I liked the concept of the movie, the only thing I disliked was the very ending. But overall it was a good movie and I would recommend it to any of you out there.

I don't feel any different now that I'm twenty. The only thing that really made me aware of it was that I had to celebrate it. Otherwise it would have been just another day. I don't get excited anymore when it comes to my birthday, I'm not sure why. Maybe it's because I'm getting older?

In January I was in the hospital. I had to be taken in because my depression and anxiety was acting up again. That and I've been having nightmares, which is completely new and terrifying. Mostly because when I wake up I'm still in a state of shock and my anxiety skyrockets. I hate it. I did get out of the hospital in better shape than when I went in, so that's good. I saw my primary care physician and he's running some tests. And I've also been going back to therapy which gets me out of the house. And my doctor wants to talk to my therapist which I thought was a bit weird, but whatever. I'm also going to see a psychiatrist so I can get the medication that I need to take and fix my doses that I'm taking now. That's not until February 19th, though. Then there's the "social worker" that I need to talk to about services that they can provide. So there's a lot going on right now.

My cousin is coming to my house to sleep over on the first of February. I'm happy that I'm going to have someone to keep me company, because I've been feeling really lonely lately. We should have fun, so I'm looking forward to it. And she's staying a week so I'm happy about that as well.

AS FOR MY WRITING, I have been working on my story since I got back home. I've completed a few more chapters while also doing plot outlines and character profiles. So I have been making progress on that. I've also been reading a lot of books and playing The Sims 3, (which for some reason I'm addicted to- I just love all the customization.)

I will be posting here everyday now that I'm back into a good routine. Even if no one reads, then I'll do it for myself. After all, I need to keep myself happy too. :)

On another note, I'm really looking for some friends, (because my lack of socialization is ridiculous.) So if you'd like to talk, about anything at all, please send me an email! I always love to meet new people.

Hail and Farewell~

I am up early again! I'm not sure how but I randomly woke up at 6 AM exactly. Weird, but cool. Now I can get some things done. So after I finish posting I will get to my writing. I also forgot that today is Friday so it's cleaning day too. And I also want to go over my friend's house again today, if I can get a ride.

I don't exactly remember falling asleep yesterday. I do know that I was reading, but when I woke up my book wasn't in my hands, so maybe Timothy put it away? Otherwise that's really creepy. >.> I'll ask when he wakes up.

I basically said what my plans were for today, so no need to go into that. As for my writing, I'm going to work on it after I clean, because I know that if I start writing I won't get to my cleaning because I lose my sense of time when I get into something. So clean first, write after. Then try to see if I can get a ride to my friend's house. So I changed the order a bit. I'm not sure what's happening tonight, as far as what Timothy is doing- whether or not he is going to play a game or if we're going to do something together. I think I'm going to encourage him to play a game since most of this week he spent with me, so he definitely deserves to play his game if that's what he wants to do. If he does that I'll just write or continue reading the Vampire Diaries novel. So yeah, I think that's all I'm doing today.

Now, off to clean! It's not fun but somebody has to do it.

Thanks for reading, and if you have time, please click on my ads or send me a comment in my pop-up chatroom! Thanks :]

Hello, and good afternoon!

I just woke up and it's already 12:47 PM. Usually I'm up earlier than that but last night I didn't sleep well. I bought three books yesterday, one was about vampires, another about how to draw Manga, and the last one contains over 40,000 names from different origins and their meanings. I've been going through the name book because I thought it would be nice to have so that I can highlight names that I like and possibly use them for my novels. It also has some interesting lists in it, like the original names of famous people. I think it's a cool book. I haven't looked that much at the vampire book yet, but I plan to today. That one basically contains the history and folklore about vampires. And I already looked at the Manga one, and there's a lot of useful information there. When I get my glasses back and can see well I'm going to practice drawing again.

As for my writing, it's going to be a while before I can get writing on my story again, since I have to first get money to fix my laptop, then send it out to get fixed. So I'm thinking of focusing on one of my other stories for now, which I have in a notebook, and I'm going to try to add to it. I don't like not writing and I have a bunch of ideas that I want to use. So if I can't use my laptop I'll have to do it old school. All of my stories started off in notebooks anyway, so I'm going back to my old notebook for now. I actually have about three stories in notebooks that I can choose from, two of them I have in my laptop too but I never added anything to them so it wouldn't matter if I added more into the notebook. So I'm going to read them over, and choose which one I want to edit and continue right now. I think it will be a nice change to actually write with a pen/pencil for once since it's been such a long time. It's good to get away from the electronics that people rely so much on. This should be refreshing. :]

As for today, I think I might be reading a lot, from both the books I bought and my three stories. By the end of the day I will have the story that I'm going to be working on chosen. (By the way, this definitely feels like DeJaVu.) But I'm not going to let the lack of having a laptop keep me from writing when I want to write. And that's that. I think I'm going to restart the process of getting my eyes used to contacts again, meaning I'll wear them for two hours today, then three tomorrow, and so on. Eventually I'll be able to wear them for twelve hours, which is going to be awesome.

Well, I'm off to find those three notebooks. After I pick one I have to make character profiles and all that, so it should keep me busy. Maybe I'll go make something to eat too.

And just for the record, I really hate these old pair of glasses that I have to wear! Okay, ranting done. =P

Alright, off to do things now! Thanks for reading! <3

Hi all.

Just woke up, it's 8:30 AM here. I got up to find out my glasses broke. Again. For like the 20th time. I'm known for breaking my glasses, so I knew it was a matter of time. Tomorrow I have to being them to Lenscrafters so they can fix them. Just seeing them broken irritates me though. -__-

Well my plans for today are probably not that exciting. My laptop is still out of comission so I can't write, and I'm too lazy to write my other story with my messy writing. Since my glasses are broken I don't think I'll be playing MUA2, so that leaves either keeping myself busy by cleaning or doing something else. Since I can see close without them, I should be able to play on my PSP. Maybe that will work out. Or I can do some reading. I just hope the people at Lenscrafters can fix them.

Well I just found my old glasses that are all taped up, so that should hold me for today at least. :] Also Timothy is trying to fix my laptop so I might be able to go on which would be awesome. That would mean I can WRITE!

As for my fishy, I thought I would update everyone. He is still alive and swimming! And he loves to sleep in this one spot near the top of the tank, the first time I saw him not moving I thought he was dead. That would have been sad. But he's actually really happy and just loves swimming around since he actually has room. I hate when people put Betta fish in these small bowls and expect the fish to be happy, they need at least 3-5 gallons so that they can be happy. But enough of my rant ^^;

And no more advertising for now. My friend ended her poll and the one I voted for won, so I'm glad about that. But if anything else comes up, I'll go back to my advertising. Anything to help a friend out!

I think that right now I'm going to get up and do something. I don't want to stay in bed all day. So time to either go make breakfast or read or something. I'll post later, hopefully from my laptop.

Thanks for reading! :]

Hello All!

It has been a few days. I haven't been able to post because my laptop is out of comission until I can get it fixed. The good thing is that I can still post through my cell phone, (which I just figured out how to do), so I can keep everyone updated on how life and other things are going.

Right now I'm waiting for Timothy to get home since he's out picking up food. I might play dominoes with my parents since it has been a long time since I've spent quality time with them. I ended up playing some MUA2 with Timothy today which was fun, although we only played for a few hours. We also watched a movie and then some episodes of this anime called Bleach that we both like to watch. (I finally got him to start watching anime with me which is awesome!) Tomorrow two more episodes are going to be coming out so I'm sure we'll be watching those too. I'm hoping that we have a good night and enjoy ourselves.

I haven't been able to write and I can't write until I get my laptop fixed. :'( It really sucks because I want to work on my story and now I can't. But that isn't going to stop me from writing. I do have one story that I didn't write completely on my laptop so I think I'll be working on that story for the time being. Then when my laptop is working, I'll go right back to my chapter. But for now I need something to do. I think other than writing I'll be reading some books and playing some video games. I don't want to get too involved in another story because then I would lose my focus.

Yesterday was fun. I went out with my red headed friend and her boyfriend on a double date for her boyfriend's birthday. (Though his birthday is actually today.) We went to a pizza place down my street and had fun. Family Guy was playing when we got there and we got a few laughs out of that, and afterwards when we went to my house we hung out in front of my house and talked for a while. Overall it was fun and I hope we can go on another double date soon! :]

Well I think I've written enough for now. I didn't want you guys to think that I'd abandoned blogging and I'm just letting you know know I'm alive.

Timothy just got home with the food so I'm going to leave now!

Thanks for reading everyone. :]

Hello all!

I woke up tired today, even though I went to sleep relatively early yesterday. I didn't get to play MUA2 but I did get to watch Heroes with Timothy which was awesome. I love that show. (Sylar is the man! *fangirl*) And the story is getting interesting now. I can't wait for Sylar to get back to his old self so that he can cause havoc everywhere again.

On another note, I think I'm going to be writing today. I did finish another chapter which is good and now I'm starting on the next one. I'm going to have all day today so hopefully I'll get most of it done, then when I do get it done I can edit it and move on to another chapter. I hope I can keep up with my writing at this pace because if I do I'll have my story finished soon. =]

My pet betta Max is doing well, whenever I go up to the tank he'll swim up to me. And when I put my finger on the glass he'll follow it- he's really cute! And my puppy Gizmo saw him for the first time yesterday and he got scared like WTF is that thing. I put my puppy's face to the glass so he could see and ever since then he'll growl at Max from the floor because he knows that Max is up there. It's so funny. xD

I think my plans for today are:

1. Work on my chapter.
2. Wait for that call, or call that woman back.
3. Watch my fishy to make sure he doesn't get too near the heater.
4. Play with Gizmo and take him for a walk.
5. Maybe do some cleaning.
6. Play some Persona(?)
7. Write some more.
8. Sleep. ^-^

Hey ya'll!

I didn't get to write that much today, because I had to make that call about the money. And I got some good news! I am getting paid and they are going to send a debit card that I can use and withdraw all my money from. So that's awesome. Then I randomly got a call from the social security office and the woman I talked to was saying something about getting me an EBT card and cash assistance. She said she was going to call back but I think that the office is already closed by now so hopefully she will call back tomorrow. So that's some good news. And on that note, I'm also getting the water heater for my fishy Max so I can bring him into my room instead of keeping him upstairs. =]

I can't wait to watch Heroes at 9 PM tonight! Timothy said he would watch it with me so that makes me happy. I'm glad that we have little things like that which we do together. I think that since we're going to watch Heroes, we might play MUA2 and make a night out of it. I'm going to get some popcorn ready for Heroes and I have some brownies upstairs with milk that we can have. (By the way, I haven't forgotten about my diet, I've still been keeping to it.) Since I've been up all day and busy I think I'm going to be too tired to write, so I'll probably go to sleep around 12 AM. That's early for me. =P

As for other matters, I have a bit of advertising to do yet again. Please go vote on my red headed friend's poll, it will only take a minute. Literally. It's for her book title and you just need to pick the title that you think is the most appealing to you. That's it. So go vote! Here: The Red Head Thoughts

And now I don't have to advertise for myself, the link to my Email is to the right of this, along with a bunch of other new things that I added to my page. (I hope it looks better now. ^^; )

Well, I'm going to try and get some writing done before Timothy gets here, and this is my last post for the day. So I'll update tomorrow people!

And as always, Thanks for reading! <3

Hey everyone! =]

I did a bit of writing yesterday which was good, and I also got out of the house which was really good because I hardly ever go out. I went to Petsmart and got some fish supplies and a male blue (with streaks of red) Betta fish. I named him Maximus Verilius (don't ask) and he's really happy in his 3 gallon fish tank. He swims around all happily and dives all the time which I find funny. I just need to buy a water heater for the tank so I can move him to my room, because until then he has to stay upstairs where it's warmer. He's so cute though, my puppy is going to be jealous! =P

It's 10:38 AM right now, I've been up since 8 AM but Timothy and I were cleaning out the 3 gallon fish tank and putting Max in there. Then I made Timothy some breakfast and he went to work. Then I cleaned my room a bit and I need to vacuum and do some laundry. Then after that I plan on doing some writing and later since Timothy is going to play Call of Duty 4, I'm going to play Persona or maybe keep writing if I'm not mentally exhausted by then.

My puppy is laying on my thigh right now since I'm laying on my bed sideways typing on my laptop. He snuck up here because I didn't even notice him until now. He's like a ninja >.>

I have to make a call today, which I think I'll do right after this. It's about the money that I might have at the collection place. Hopefully I'll have some money, I really do need it since I don't have any source of income. But I think I'll be leaving now, I have a bunch of things to do and not enought hours in the day to do them. I'll try to post again later, hopefully with some good news!

Thanks for reading! :]

7:34 AM right now. Timothy is knocked out. He left me two post-it notes on which he wrote "please don't wake me up until 11 AM, I went to sleep at 5:40 AM" which was just about two hours ago. I think it's funny that he left me two notes, you know, to make sure that I absolutely did not wake him up. So funny, Timmy. =P

So until 11 AM I'm thinking about getting some writing done, because I know that once I wake him up we'll be playing MUA2 again which I'm addicted to. Gambit, Wolverine, and Storm are my 3 main people that I love to use. That and Deadpool but Timothy claimed him. -_- Anyway, enough talk about games, I need to get to my writing right after I finish this. So my plans pretty much for today are: write until 11 AM, wake Timothy up, maybe get some breakfast, play MAU2, and since Timothy can't stay up late because of work I'll probably write afterwards. Sounds like a plan, right?

Now, I do need to advertise again for my red headed friend, since she needs some votes on her poll. Please go check out her blog, voting will only take just a moment of your time. And if you do I'll give you a cookie! Here's the link to her blog: The Red Head Thoughts Thank you for helping! =]

Now, I'm going to leave and take this chance to write! I'll try to post later and remember if anyone is interested in reading my chapters please leave a comment here or contact me at vampire_savior120@hotmail.com I'll be glad to send you a chapter if you'd like!

So now I'll take my leave, and people, please try to vote and contact me if you're interested!

As always, Thanks for reading!

Hey everyone, this is my first blog so I guess I'll use it for an introduction. My name is Yeci (pronounced Jessy) and right now I don't have any particular path in life. Lately I've been questioning what I even want to do. I don't know if I should go back to college and try to go for graphic design or computer programming. I just seem to have a problem with keeping up with the work among having anxiety attacks and blah blah blah. Well enough of that. The other thing I want to possibly do is work from home, maybe do an online business or something along those lines. Third thing is to become a writer. I've been writing since I was like 11 years old and I've always found it fun. It's also a positive release for my emotions which is definitely something I need. I've been writing poems, short stories, and novels that I've compiled over the years. One of my goals is to get back into writing and transfer all my stuff onto the computer so that I can edit them. I have at least 9 stories that I wrote a lot on, and I want to change them, make them better, and expand on them.

Okay, I think I'll give a short description of the stories that I'm thinking of working on:

1. Yeci-chu Creations: Take 1- This is my first story that I ever really got into. It starts off with a tragic death, and the main character seeking the truth behind this death. The ghost of the person who dies follows her and leads her to four men, all of which are unique and seemingly best friends. These men invite her to a party, which the ghost urges the main character to go to so she does. All of this leads to the most important part of the story. A parallel universe. From there the main character and the people she meets travel there to find the truth, but what happens there is completely unexpected and unreal.

2. Vindicated- This is a story about a girl named Xaria and her best friend Seth, who unknowingly embark on a journey to find Xaria's father, who was supposed to be dead. Raiden, a character linked to Xaria in many ways, is the comic relief that forces himself onto the two best friends journey by displaying knowledge of their situation. All of this leads to a love triangle and uncovering the truth behind Xaria's father's fake death.

3. Title in Progress (Shira)- This fantasy novel is about a girl named Shira who is caught in the middle of a war between two kings. Shira is a girl with powers, the power to control multiple people's actions, which is very dangerous to those who oppose her. In the beginning, Shira is in a state of panic, not knowing what is going on. The "good" King, Shira's adoptive father, had made a treaty with the other king to null Shira's powers so that a war would not ensue. When we find Shira, she is unaware that a war had broken out and that the "evil" king had sent men to kill her before she could get her powers back. She is saved by her childhood friend, Hiro, who teleports them back to the "good" King's palace. From there on the mission begins to find the man who can return Shira's powers, fight the evil King, and bring peace to the land.

Now, these are just three of the ones that I'm thinking of working on. If you like any particualr one, or have any ideas/suggestions, please do tell me! I'm open to any help that you are willing to give.

Later I will post more plots of the stories that I have already started. If anyone has any ideas for a new story I'd love to hear them. Genre's that I like writing are fantasy, adventure, romance, and real life. (I never write a straight up romance story, my romances must be intertwined with another genre).  I love writing stories where the characters have powers and I like to have a lot of unexpected twists.

Anyway, WOW this was a really long post! ^^; Thanks for listening everyone and any feedback is welcome! :)