Craziness xD

So far, anyway.

I'm so tired even though I went to sleep at a reasonable time. And I'm bored. I was just playing Final Fantasy XII for around two hours, and now I'm just on my laptop checking my E-mail and Facebook, among other things. Today I am feeling really lazy.

Lately all my appoinments haven't been kept because of isssues that my insurance is having. So I haven't seen my therapist, who I must see, and I haven't seen my doctor, who I need to see for personal reasons. I have to keep moving my appointments farther and farther away and it's really irritating. And I have to keep a tab on my insurance so I can know when my stupid Neighborhood Health Plan is going to show up on the computer. Then I have to call CVS about my prescriptions and make sure they've been filled. So it seems I have another busy day ahead of me.

Yesterday I watched Clerks which was really weird but funny at the same time. The only thing that bothered me was that it was in black and white the whole time. I loved two parts from that movie, but I'll only mention one. I love the part when Silent Bob starts breaking it down to the music outside. I started laughing really hard at that. Just because it was so unexpected. But that's all I'm going to say, I don't want to ruin the movie for people who haven't seen it.

I think I want to write today too. Or at least I'm going to try to. After I finish my blogging I'm going to get started on making all these calls and making sure everything is in order. After that, depending on my mood, I'll probably play a little more Final Fantasy XII and after that I'll start writing. If not, I'll read a book. I have to return some books that I borrowed to my friend, so I have to try and finish them then get them back to her.

Well, I'm done here, and now I have to go make some calls. I'll try to post later.

Thanks for reading!

Well today was a long day. It feels like two days have passed instead of one. I went to my Aunt's house and Timothy fixed the surround system and now everything works. He even offered to go with my Uncle and buy a part that he needs to make the TV work better. He's been really nice to my family lately. I need to go to his Godmother's house one of these days.

I've been playing Final Fantasy XII for the last two hours since Tim isn't here. He's off going to his "brother's" house and then off to his sister's house torun errands. So I'm just here trying to figure out what to do.

My day was good, but like I said, long. After I came home with Timothy from my Aunt's house, I watched Tim play a videogame and then watched G.I.Joe, which was pretty good. And that took a long time. The movie was about two hours, then I watched the videogame for about two hours. I didn't do anything other than that than play my videogame but I just guess the day is passing by so slow. I think I'll probably head to sleep soon.

I also keep forgetting things. I don't remember which appointment I have tomorrow, but I do know I have one and I don't remember for what time. Then I have one the next day and I don't remember for what time or where either, so tomorrow I have to call my doctors office and see if it's with them. If not, then it's with my therapist. I think I'm just a little bit overwhelmed.

Alright, Timothy just got home so I'm going to end this post here. I'll write tomorrow, and I'm sorry this was such a boring post.

Thanks for reading! And Goodnight.

Well I guess today is going to be bittersweet.

I have to go with Timothy to my aunt's house and he's going to fix my uncles surround sound system which is going to take who knows how long. I'm most likely going to be upstairs and with my aunt who I hardly talk to, even though she;s my favorite aunt. But there's a language barrier that makes me feel silly when I talk to her. My spanish has been lacking lately. I mean, the basic stuff is fine I just can't get certain words. But yeah, I'm going to be upstairs with her and she's probably going to try and make me eat something because she does that with everyone. She's always saying, "Come and eat, I made it just for you!" and then you can't help but eat because of the guilt trip she puts you on. And I'm trying to stick to a diet but I'm most likely going to have to give in and eat what she makes. Unless it's fish, in which case I can tell her I don't like fish and I get a get out of jail free card which is awesome.

On to other things. Since I'm going there and I don't know how long I'm going to be there I'm going to take my laptop with me. So to let everyone know, I will absolutely be writing today which is great, I've been wanting to write. And now's my chance! Since I'm not going to have internet there I have nothing to distract me from writing today. So that's what my plan is to make time go by faster while I'm there. I just have to make sure I don't ignore my aunt or anything like that because I don't like to be rude.

Okay, well I think I'm about done with this update. I'll post later about how much I got done. :)

Thanks for reading!

Well, I'm kind of tired but not. I did have a busy day and I didn't get to write because I was flipping out over a bill that I got for over a thousand dollars. I have to make some calls tomorrow and set everything straight because I am NOT paying all that money to care that was supposed to be "free". I mean, they call it Free Care for a reason right? Because it should be free.

On to other matters. I'm sitting here watching Tim play his game, like he said he would. And I'm so bored I had to get out my laptop and start blogging and going on Facebook. I don't know what to do really. I'm tired but not tired enough to sleep. I can't play a game right now. I don't want to write because I'm in a bad mood and that would definitely influence me. Well... I guess there's nothing left to do other than talk to my friend (who is probably going to go to sleep soon), or just take an Ambien and drift off.

I don't even know why I'm typing this right now. I think I'm just trying to delay my whole sleeping thing. I don't want to go to sleep. But I'm not really writing anything of importance here. I just want to type for the hell of it. Oh well, it's not like anyone reads these things anyway.

I think I'm going to leave now. I'll post tomorrow.

Thanks for reading and Goodnight!

I have been wicked busy today. I was reorganizing and cleaning my whole house. And helping my parent's with stuff that they needed help with. Soon they will be going to work and I'll have the house to myself. I'm feeling tired though and I'm not sure if I should take a nap until Tim gets home. But he's planning on playing a game tonight so I want to wait until he gets here to sleep. Since he's going to be on a game I'm going to be bored and the way I see it I might as well wait and go to sleep.

I'm a little bit mad today. I wanted to write. But I got so many other things done I can't stay mad. I figured out the status on my health insurance. I figured out my expenses for next month, and I fugured out that I can pay off the debt that I owe so I'm happy. That means I won't have bad credit. And now that I'm getting my health insurance in two days I can get my pills and not have to worry about paying fifty dollars for one Rx. So that's definitely good. :)

I'm just a bit dissappointed as to my expenses. I figured out how much I have to send out, and I hardly have over a hundred dollars left until the next month. It sucks, but after this I shouldn't have to spend any money on my debt so I'll have more than that. Although I do want to help Tim repay my mother, but I'm not sure if I'm going to leave that to him or not. He's getting his car sometime next week, so he won't have to use my mother's car anymore. But that also means he's going to be paying more for gas. So I think either way I'm going to have to help him out. I am however going to make it a point to at least save twenty-five dollars a month at least so that I can save up for the future. It will probably be only that amount in January, but after that I'm going to save from fifty to one hundred each time. And that will add up.

Well, I am taking a break now from everything I was doing. I'm glad my room looks better. I gave my puppy a bath too so he smells good. I think maybe now I'll write, unless something else pops up that I have to attend to. Until next time, everyone.

Thanks for reading! :)

From Timothy. Because he went on his game yesterday instead of trying to spend time with me. Well. I'm not talking about that right now. I don't feel like getting into the details of why or anything.

So yeah, I just woke up, like it says in my title. It's really early right now, about 6:00 AM. I'm not sure what I'm going to do. But I do have some ideas. I have a few stories that I haven't finished typing on my laptop so I think I might do that for a while. Then I know my mother is going to be wrapping up gifts today so I'm going to help her do that. Then I will write, because it's been so long since I actually wrote on my chapters. And I miss writing. So that's what I'll do. And if I have writer's block then I'll start drawing characters for my stories, as long as it has to do with my story. I'm really set on doing this. I eventually want one of my stories to be published or made into a manga. That's my dream.

So... onto a different topic. Now that I have my schedule I think I'm all set as far as knowing what I'm going to do. I know this is random but I uploaded a bunch of songs into my MP3 player. Which took a long time because I was ripping the songs from all of my CD's and then syncing them to my MP3 player. So it was time consuming but I got it all done. And yesterday I helped my mother wrap gifts. And I cleaned my room. And I took a bubble bath, but that didn't last too long. It was still nice though.

God, my skin is so dry! I just noticed. I think it's this Noxema I've been using. Because my skin wasn't dry before I started using it. It's bothering me now. So I think I'll stop using it. Haha, sorry that was completely unnecessary but it happened.

I'd like to go to my red headed friend's house this week. It's just so hard for me to get a ride. I'm getting paid today, hopefully, and if not I have to call SSI and bitch to them so I get my check in the mail. Because I already know where the money is going and I need to pay off some things. So yeah, it had better come!

Enough of my rambling, I'm signing off of this. I'll update again later.

Thanks for reading! :D