Craziness xD

Hey everyone.

Today I'm not feeling that well. Yesterday I had an anxiety attack which wasn't cool. I'm also having some problems obtaining my anti-anxiety medication which is not good because I need those so I can stay calm. I've been trying to get in touch with my pharmacy but they said that the medication wasn't refilled yet. And I have to take another one in about two hours. But yeah, I'm not going to work myself up. Nothing bad is going to happen.

My room is so hot right now and I'm not sure why. I even have my window open and yesterday I had a fan on. Oh well, if nothing can be done then there's no use worrying about it. Today I have to go bring my glasses to Lenscrafters so they can be fixed, and I also have to call about my contacts. (Which should be funny.)

I did just get one thing done, I called up my pharmacy and my doctors office about the medication so hopefully now they won't screw up. But I'm sure now I'm going to have to wait like four hours. For some reason I'm just really tired today, and it seems I can't have my mom drop off my glasses because I need to be there. I'd rather wait until I feel better and put up with my old glasses for now. It's not that I'm lazy it's just that I'm already feeling anxious and going out isn't going to help. Yes, I'm a hermit when I get all anxious.

I guess today I'm just going to try and keep my mind busy, so I'll probably play a game or play with my dog Gizmo. I'm not up for writing right now, I might be later though. I'm just going to relax and take things slow. I'll probably make some calls that I have to make so I can at least get something done that needs to be done. I'm going to call about my contacts after I'm done with this post and then try to call about cash assistance. And on that note, I'm still waiting for the enrollment papers for the direct deposit that I'm supposed to get. If I don't get that then my insurance is going to be put on hold and someone like me who's always getting medical attention and needs to pay for medication can't afford to lose insurance.

It seems that both my friend and I are feeling down. I'm not sure why either. Lately I have been feeling depressed; I haven't been taking any medication for it because I need to see a doctor for that and that means I have to make an appointment. But I've been holding off on that because oi thought that I could just ignore it. I was doing a good job of that but the more days go by the more I notice how depressed I am. But yeah, I'm not looking for pity I'm just letting this stuff out.

For now, I'm going to take my leave and try to get some things done. I'll try to post later if I don't fall asleep early.

Thanks for reading, I'm sorry it was all depressing and such.

Hello all!

I woke up tired today, even though I went to sleep relatively early yesterday. I didn't get to play MUA2 but I did get to watch Heroes with Timothy which was awesome. I love that show. (Sylar is the man! *fangirl*) And the story is getting interesting now. I can't wait for Sylar to get back to his old self so that he can cause havoc everywhere again.

On another note, I think I'm going to be writing today. I did finish another chapter which is good and now I'm starting on the next one. I'm going to have all day today so hopefully I'll get most of it done, then when I do get it done I can edit it and move on to another chapter. I hope I can keep up with my writing at this pace because if I do I'll have my story finished soon. =]

My pet betta Max is doing well, whenever I go up to the tank he'll swim up to me. And when I put my finger on the glass he'll follow it- he's really cute! And my puppy Gizmo saw him for the first time yesterday and he got scared like WTF is that thing. I put my puppy's face to the glass so he could see and ever since then he'll growl at Max from the floor because he knows that Max is up there. It's so funny. xD

I think my plans for today are:

1. Work on my chapter.
2. Wait for that call, or call that woman back.
3. Watch my fishy to make sure he doesn't get too near the heater.
4. Play with Gizmo and take him for a walk.
5. Maybe do some cleaning.
6. Play some Persona(?)
7. Write some more.
8. Sleep. ^-^

Haha, not much of a day but it's better than doing nothing!

As for now I'm texting my red headed friend, checking my Email and Facebook, and trying to get this post done so I can start on my chapter. But I think I'm just about done here, so I'll be going now. Oh no, wait, before I go, some advertising. Please go and vote on my friend's poll! It's easy and won't take long! Vote Here: The Red Head Thoughts

Okay, now I can go. I'll post later!

Thanks for reading! (Yes, I put this at the end of all my posts, I <3 all my readers!)