Craziness xD

Black is my favorite color! :D

Just thought I'd add that in here.

So now to what I was going to say. I think I might try going to GameStop today to buy a game. But if it's too crowded I'll just go tomorrow. I don't have the patience to wait for a long time just to get the one game that I want.

Other than that I think I'm going to devote this day to reading my two new books that I bought, since I just put them in my shelf and didn't start them. So I'm going to do that today. And if I finish reading them early, which I most likely will since I read fast, I'll start writing. I've just been staying away from writing ever since I found out my flashdrive didn't have all the stories that I typed. So I'm pretty pissed about that. And the only way to retrieve them is from my laptop that I had before this, but that one is out of comission until they fix the inside of it. Then I can get all those hours of typing back. And be happy.

On another note, the game I'm planning on buying is Left For Dead 2, which is a zombie survival game that is co-op so I can play it with Timothy. So that's the main reason I want it. That and I love that genre of games. So hopefully I'll be able to get it today. Then we can play! :D And if we beat it before a week ends we can trade it for another game which would be cool.

Well, I think I've typed what I wanted to type. Maybe I'll go on PSHome today. My PSN is Crimson_Chain if anyone wants to add me. Just make sure you mention that you got my PSN from my blog, otherwise I'll be all WTF is this? So yeah, add me if you want to.

Now off to do some reading, then if I have time do the other things I said.

Thanks for reading! :)

So yeah I WAS sleeping until Timothy with his loud talking woke me up. Now I doubt I'm going to be able to sleep.

Well, as for today, I did write but only a little bit, which I suppose is better than nothing. Then from about 1 PM to 4:40 PM I spent time with my red headed friend. Though I had massive allergies over there for some reason. Next time I go I think I'll take a Benadryl or something. But other than me sneezing every ten seconds I had fun and we got to chat and just chill with eachother which was awesome. That's the second day in a row that I got to get out of the house so I'm very happy!

As for Halloween, I'm not even sure what I'm doing. I don't have a costume. Well, I do, but I've already worn it and there's no point in wearing a costume if I'm not going anywhere. Timothy had talked about all these plans that he had, saying that he was going to get dressed up and scare the kids but apparently he flaked out on that idea and still hasn't told me what's happening. It's freaking Halloween for the love of chocolate! And I don't know what's going on. I really dislike that. I want to do something but at the moment I can't talk to him since he's on his game and can't be interrupted. Sorry if I sound a little angsty people, I just woke up. ^^;

But yeah, I am excited for Halloween tomorrow! And if nothing happens maybe I'll ask my mom to bring me over to my friend's house, since at least she seems to be in the Halloween spirit! :]

And right now I'm going to go read some more Vampire Diaries, and this time I hope I don't fall asleep. Well, off to read! Or, whatever else I feel like doing!

Happy Halloween everyone! (Just in case I can't post tomorrow) And may you all eat lots of candy until your tummy aches! =P

Thanks for reading! Bwahahahaha! <-- That's my scary laugh. Scary? Yes? No? Nevermind. >.>

Well I didn't get much writing done, but I did get to hang out with my red headed friend for a few hours which was cool. I needed to get out of my house and I'm glad I could spend time with a friend. I'm thinking of going to visit her tomorrow again, that is if I can get a ride there.

I do have to get some writing done though, so I'm planning on waking up early tomorrow. I did stay up all day so I should be able to fall asleep without a problem. And if not then I'll take a Trazedone. Or maybe read until I get tired. But I don't want to stay up past 12 AM. So I hope I fall asleep naturally.

I watched Mall Cop with Timothy, and the movie was pretty funny. I liked it, and at some parts I was laughing really hard. I think we'll be watching another movie tomorrow. Not sure which though, since we have quite a few recorded and a bunch of DVD's we haven't watched. But I'm not even sure if we'll be watching a movie tomorrow, because I don't know if Timothy is going to play his game instead. So I might either be reading, writing, or playing my own game.

Well, this is going to be a short post. I think I'm going to do some reading then head to sleep.

So goodnight, and as always thanks for reading!

Hey everyone.

Today I'm not feeling that well. Yesterday I had an anxiety attack which wasn't cool. I'm also having some problems obtaining my anti-anxiety medication which is not good because I need those so I can stay calm. I've been trying to get in touch with my pharmacy but they said that the medication wasn't refilled yet. And I have to take another one in about two hours. But yeah, I'm not going to work myself up. Nothing bad is going to happen.

My room is so hot right now and I'm not sure why. I even have my window open and yesterday I had a fan on. Oh well, if nothing can be done then there's no use worrying about it. Today I have to go bring my glasses to Lenscrafters so they can be fixed, and I also have to call about my contacts. (Which should be funny.)

I did just get one thing done, I called up my pharmacy and my doctors office about the medication so hopefully now they won't screw up. But I'm sure now I'm going to have to wait like four hours. For some reason I'm just really tired today, and it seems I can't have my mom drop off my glasses because I need to be there. I'd rather wait until I feel better and put up with my old glasses for now. It's not that I'm lazy it's just that I'm already feeling anxious and going out isn't going to help. Yes, I'm a hermit when I get all anxious.

I guess today I'm just going to try and keep my mind busy, so I'll probably play a game or play with my dog Gizmo. I'm not up for writing right now, I might be later though. I'm just going to relax and take things slow. I'll probably make some calls that I have to make so I can at least get something done that needs to be done. I'm going to call about my contacts after I'm done with this post and then try to call about cash assistance. And on that note, I'm still waiting for the enrollment papers for the direct deposit that I'm supposed to get. If I don't get that then my insurance is going to be put on hold and someone like me who's always getting medical attention and needs to pay for medication can't afford to lose insurance.

It seems that both my friend and I are feeling down. I'm not sure why either. Lately I have been feeling depressed; I haven't been taking any medication for it because I need to see a doctor for that and that means I have to make an appointment. But I've been holding off on that because oi thought that I could just ignore it. I was doing a good job of that but the more days go by the more I notice how depressed I am. But yeah, I'm not looking for pity I'm just letting this stuff out.

For now, I'm going to take my leave and try to get some things done. I'll try to post later if I don't fall asleep early.

Thanks for reading, I'm sorry it was all depressing and such.

Hey everyone! =]

I did a bit of writing yesterday which was good, and I also got out of the house which was really good because I hardly ever go out. I went to Petsmart and got some fish supplies and a male blue (with streaks of red) Betta fish. I named him Maximus Verilius (don't ask) and he's really happy in his 3 gallon fish tank. He swims around all happily and dives all the time which I find funny. I just need to buy a water heater for the tank so I can move him to my room, because until then he has to stay upstairs where it's warmer. He's so cute though, my puppy is going to be jealous! =P

It's 10:38 AM right now, I've been up since 8 AM but Timothy and I were cleaning out the 3 gallon fish tank and putting Max in there. Then I made Timothy some breakfast and he went to work. Then I cleaned my room a bit and I need to vacuum and do some laundry. Then after that I plan on doing some writing and later since Timothy is going to play Call of Duty 4, I'm going to play Persona or maybe keep writing if I'm not mentally exhausted by then.

My puppy is laying on my thigh right now since I'm laying on my bed sideways typing on my laptop. He snuck up here because I didn't even notice him until now. He's like a ninja >.>

I have to make a call today, which I think I'll do right after this. It's about the money that I might have at the collection place. Hopefully I'll have some money, I really do need it since I don't have any source of income. But I think I'll be leaving now, I have a bunch of things to do and not enought hours in the day to do them. I'll try to post again later, hopefully with some good news!

Thanks for reading! :]

7:34 AM right now. Timothy is knocked out. He left me two post-it notes on which he wrote "please don't wake me up until 11 AM, I went to sleep at 5:40 AM" which was just about two hours ago. I think it's funny that he left me two notes, you know, to make sure that I absolutely did not wake him up. So funny, Timmy. =P

So until 11 AM I'm thinking about getting some writing done, because I know that once I wake him up we'll be playing MUA2 again which I'm addicted to. Gambit, Wolverine, and Storm are my 3 main people that I love to use. That and Deadpool but Timothy claimed him. -_- Anyway, enough talk about games, I need to get to my writing right after I finish this. So my plans pretty much for today are: write until 11 AM, wake Timothy up, maybe get some breakfast, play MAU2, and since Timothy can't stay up late because of work I'll probably write afterwards. Sounds like a plan, right?

Now, I do need to advertise again for my red headed friend, since she needs some votes on her poll. Please go check out her blog, voting will only take just a moment of your time. And if you do I'll give you a cookie! Here's the link to her blog: The Red Head Thoughts Thank you for helping! =]

Now, I'm going to leave and take this chance to write! I'll try to post later and remember if anyone is interested in reading my chapters please leave a comment here or contact me at vampire_savior120@hotmail.com I'll be glad to send you a chapter if you'd like!

So now I'll take my leave, and people, please try to vote and contact me if you're interested!

As always, Thanks for reading!