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Good Morning all!

Well, yesterday was definitely not a day that I want to repeat. It basically consisted of me making calls every twenty minutes back and forth from my doctor to my pharmacy. At one point I actually yelled at the person who picked up the doctors phone because it was always the same person and at that point I had already missed one of my pills and I was ready to kill someone. The only reason I was so mad was because everytime I called I would be put on hold and nobody would pick up, and trust me I would be on hold for like thirty minutes at a time, and then three times that I called they actually hung up on me. So naturally I was angry and I yelled at the woman to transfer me to an actual human being that I could talk to immediately. And it seems that being a bit more aggressive worked because within a minute I was talking to a woman named Sue who got what I needed done. I'm just mad because it took me all day.

I did get some other things done, like cleaning my room and organizing some papers. I even got Timothy to clean, which is good. Then at night I watched Heroes which was awesome as usual. The new (bad?) guy seems to have a new power every episode and I still haven't figured him out. Then there's Sylar, who's now taking over Matt's body- I completely didn't expect that at all and now I'm wondering what Sylar is going to do now that he has control over this guy's body. I'm just waiting for the real Sylar to come back and be all badass, and see him face off against the new bad guy. Anyway, enough ranting about that.

So today I do have some things to do. I'm planning on calling the cash assistance place since I didn't have a chance to yesterday, and I'm also going to get my glasses repaired today. (Which I need really badly.) I got to call and find out the information about my contacts yesterday so I'm glad that's done. Then I guess I'm going to read or try to write, but I really hate writing when I don't have my laptop and I still haven't received the enrollment papers in the mail. I hope I get them today.

My mood today is slightly better than yesterday, I guess. I'm still a bit down but I'm just trying to ignore it. So I'm going to try and keep myself busy so I don't think of things. I think maybe hanging out with a friend would help, maybe I should try to make some plans.

Okay, I think I'm going to go start my day now. I want to get fixing my glasses out of the way so I'll do that first. Then making some calls. And whatever else I can think of.

Thanks for reading, see you guys later!

Hey everyone.

Today I'm not feeling that well. Yesterday I had an anxiety attack which wasn't cool. I'm also having some problems obtaining my anti-anxiety medication which is not good because I need those so I can stay calm. I've been trying to get in touch with my pharmacy but they said that the medication wasn't refilled yet. And I have to take another one in about two hours. But yeah, I'm not going to work myself up. Nothing bad is going to happen.

My room is so hot right now and I'm not sure why. I even have my window open and yesterday I had a fan on. Oh well, if nothing can be done then there's no use worrying about it. Today I have to go bring my glasses to Lenscrafters so they can be fixed, and I also have to call about my contacts. (Which should be funny.)

I did just get one thing done, I called up my pharmacy and my doctors office about the medication so hopefully now they won't screw up. But I'm sure now I'm going to have to wait like four hours. For some reason I'm just really tired today, and it seems I can't have my mom drop off my glasses because I need to be there. I'd rather wait until I feel better and put up with my old glasses for now. It's not that I'm lazy it's just that I'm already feeling anxious and going out isn't going to help. Yes, I'm a hermit when I get all anxious.

I guess today I'm just going to try and keep my mind busy, so I'll probably play a game or play with my dog Gizmo. I'm not up for writing right now, I might be later though. I'm just going to relax and take things slow. I'll probably make some calls that I have to make so I can at least get something done that needs to be done. I'm going to call about my contacts after I'm done with this post and then try to call about cash assistance. And on that note, I'm still waiting for the enrollment papers for the direct deposit that I'm supposed to get. If I don't get that then my insurance is going to be put on hold and someone like me who's always getting medical attention and needs to pay for medication can't afford to lose insurance.

It seems that both my friend and I are feeling down. I'm not sure why either. Lately I have been feeling depressed; I haven't been taking any medication for it because I need to see a doctor for that and that means I have to make an appointment. But I've been holding off on that because oi thought that I could just ignore it. I was doing a good job of that but the more days go by the more I notice how depressed I am. But yeah, I'm not looking for pity I'm just letting this stuff out.

For now, I'm going to take my leave and try to get some things done. I'll try to post later if I don't fall asleep early.

Thanks for reading, I'm sorry it was all depressing and such.

Hi all.

Just woke up, it's 8:30 AM here. I got up to find out my glasses broke. Again. For like the 20th time. I'm known for breaking my glasses, so I knew it was a matter of time. Tomorrow I have to being them to Lenscrafters so they can fix them. Just seeing them broken irritates me though. -__-

Well my plans for today are probably not that exciting. My laptop is still out of comission so I can't write, and I'm too lazy to write my other story with my messy writing. Since my glasses are broken I don't think I'll be playing MUA2, so that leaves either keeping myself busy by cleaning or doing something else. Since I can see close without them, I should be able to play on my PSP. Maybe that will work out. Or I can do some reading. I just hope the people at Lenscrafters can fix them.

Well I just found my old glasses that are all taped up, so that should hold me for today at least. :] Also Timothy is trying to fix my laptop so I might be able to go on which would be awesome. That would mean I can WRITE!

As for my fishy, I thought I would update everyone. He is still alive and swimming! And he loves to sleep in this one spot near the top of the tank, the first time I saw him not moving I thought he was dead. That would have been sad. But he's actually really happy and just loves swimming around since he actually has room. I hate when people put Betta fish in these small bowls and expect the fish to be happy, they need at least 3-5 gallons so that they can be happy. But enough of my rant ^^;

And no more advertising for now. My friend ended her poll and the one I voted for won, so I'm glad about that. But if anything else comes up, I'll go back to my advertising. Anything to help a friend out!

I think that right now I'm going to get up and do something. I don't want to stay in bed all day. So time to either go make breakfast or read or something. I'll post later, hopefully from my laptop.

Thanks for reading! :]