Craziness xD

Well, I did do some things today. I did good on the dieting, and I have made a decision on what stories I'm going to focus on. I want to expand my Shira, Seth, and Raiden story, so that one will be my main priority. But when I can't focus clearly on that one I want to work on my Good/bad Kings story as well. I couldn't pick just one so this is the best solution I could come up with. Well I guess it works out because when I decide to post, and it ends up that some people don't like it then I always will have my other story that I will be working on.

I played some Persona today, got to another cutscene, and now I'm lost as to where to go. I'm pretty sure I have to go to the top floor of someplace but then the elevator I go in will bring me to 5 different floors so I'm not sure if I should check them out or just go straight to the destination. I just don't want to waste my healing items and such on minor enemies if I'm going to have to fight a boss which I'm pretty sure I'm going to have to.

Other than Persona, I read some Manga, (Japanese comics), and wrote a little more on my S-S-R story. Tomorrow I will try to devote more time to it because today I was exhausted and I know better than to try and write something good when I'm tired. So when I'm all rejuvenated and such I will get back to working on it.

I didn't call about the therapy today, but I will soon. I just need to think of what I'm going to say to them since it was me who just dissappeared and stopped going to the sessions. So a part of me is scared to call but I know I have to so I will. I just need to get mentally prepared in case they "reprimand" me for not going. I hate being yelled at. But I will try to get that done tomorrow.

As for going out I was way too tired and from what I could tell my friend was busy with her own problems so I wouldn't want to intrude. Tomorrow though, I will text her and find out when we can hang out so that I'll have an exact day planned. Hopefully she won't be too busy. ^^;

Anyway, right now I just woke up from a nap and I'm a bit on the cranky side. Mostly because I've realized something. I can understand that my boyfriend works all day and when he comes home just wants to relax but since he got the demo for MAG (a PS3 game) it seems like that's what he's planning to do for the next 3 months. Come home, play from 8 PM to 12 AM, then go to sleep. And then if I try to bring it up it ends up in a fight. But it's not really fair that I don't get to spend time with him. Especially when he's devoting his time to his game. Not to mention every Wednesday (which happens to be tomorrow) he goes out bowling and comes home late so tell me people is that fair? After all we're in a relationship and sleeping in the same bed doesn't count as spending time together. But I'm not sure how to bring it up, because we've had this problem before and my attitude at the end of it was just whatever do what you want. When obviously that isn't the case. I don't own him or anything so obviously he's going to do what he wants. But I don't want to be in a relationship in which we hardly spend time together because I have my needs too.

Enough of that though, I'm getting myself worked up over something that isn't going to change.

I'm going to go now people, probably to either play Persona or read a book. Not in the writing mood right now, unfortunately.

Goodnight everyone and if you read this post thanks for putting up with my rant! (Sorry about that btw) And I will be back tomorrow, hopefully in a better mood.